Timing is always crucial, perhaps that's also the most important element in a relationship as well. One of my friends did mention to me before that timing is really crucial that changes a lot of things.
Looks like once she left for Aussie, a lot of things changed. I went to yellowstone, which made things even harder, then when she is back in Aussie, I had to leave to NYC for the better of us just after 6 months of her back in Malaysia.
And when I'm back in Malaysia, she had to leave for Aussie. Perhaps that made her really insecure apart from how I treated her when I was in NYC.
To be honest, me being in NYC made me really confused on a lot of things, the dilemma of her not wasting so much money on calling me have always been puzzling me. And whether me being with her is ruining her life more and more with her mom.
I guess like what Yi Ping said is true, if I really love her I would want the best for her and if me is affecting her life really badly, with her mom treating her so bad because of me, I think I have to learn how to let go. The things she told me on how her mom treats me always make me feel that I ruined her life badly.
As much as I love her and thought that I showed the right love, I guess she feels tired of everything as well and I know I have been a big burden for her. Being at just 22-24, it's definitely really hard for her to take it plus she is studying something that she has no interest in. Her life is definitely being affected a lot.
It's time for me to really let go and take things on the positive side. I just wish I could see her again one day, just to see how she is. I know he is treating her really well, which I am glad for her. If anything at all her mom rejects him, I believe he is definitely stronger than me to go through it with her.
I really just want to thank Adele for making the lyrics so relational.
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